Well, here I am again talking about love. And I have concluded that I don't need it.
I don't need nobody to loves me, anyway, at the end everybody is going to cheat me. I don't need someone who it stays by my side, nobody that tells me "I love you" or makes me feel butterflies on my stomach.
I'm so accustomed to loneliness that it's sad but I've learned that, at the end of the time, the most important thing is the yourself-love. You are the only person that will never tear you down, just for the simple reason that if this happens, you're completely lost.
You will never have the person that you want, even if you fight with all your force, and that's sad. Don't give up? I will throw all this bullshit to the hell really soon, I'm sick of this. I'm sick to being nothing to the person that I love, Im sick of hide this, but anyway it doesn't care anymore, whatever.
I wait impatiently the day to escape away from all this, in the place where I could be really happy, away of all my lovely ones. It's this evil? did they really going to miss me? I don't care. I'm sick of all the persons around me. I'm so grateful to have them on my life, I love them, but they should not have any illusions with me or probably they should stand at my side right now cause I will be away really soon, I hope.
Sorry mom, sorry dad but someday I will go away, gotta go my own way, even if this it is the last thing that I want to do to you both, but it's the destiny of my life, must accept it.
I'm sick of the fact that my only company is the music and Jesus Christ, when I want that he stay at my side.
I don't need love, cause I really never don't met him at all.
