Hey what's up?

Hello little one, it's been a while. I'm sorry, we didn't talk since the last year, it's because i've been busy in my life, our life. Well, I will put you in the context. The most important thing, we are in the third year of University, next year will be our 4th, Can you believe it? Just 2 or 3 years more and we will be comunicators (not journalist, keep defending that) time really flies. Other thing, cool things are happening in the family, the most beautiful thing that we been through is the arrival of our little cousin Iñaki. Can you believe that there's a baby again in the family?  Well, he just came to light up our lives, after all what we suffered, we really had a bad time in 2009, but this little piece of heaven came to heal all the pain. Also, our sister is going to get married in a couple days. I can't believe it, i still remember when we play at mom and daughter, and now she is in the process to made her own family (still waiting a nephew). Well, family keeps being the family, thank God the same people still here and anybody left, and also there's new members as our cousin's girlfriends or boyfriends. Now I will talk to you to about our friends. It's hard to get reunited with the same guys of always, but when we can do it, we do it. The same people, the same love. Also there are new friends, it's incredible. And what about love?, you might ask. Well, you know it's a really important topic on our life because all the publications that we dedicate to that subject in this blog. For start, I will talk about the old ones, those ones that we had written many times. But there's no much about that, I've never seen again the girls, sometimes I miss you know who, also I wanted to talk to her but our best friend told us that that was stupid, so I though about that and decided not to do it, I'm cool with that anyway. And the boys, sometimes I talk to them, actually they talk to me with no reason, maybe they are regret for losing such a beautiful heart as mine is. But there is one, maybe the one who we wrote the most, that right now is married with a child. Yeah, i'm not kidding, he really focused into he's life and made a family. I know her wife/girlfriend/whatever, it's a really cool and beauiful girl, and the baby is beautiful as she. Last time, we had to spend an entire afternoon with them on a birthday party, it was really akward and funny because he thinks that everything is cool with me, but the reality is that I want to kick his fucking ass. Anyway, stop talking about the past, what's going on right now in you heart, grown up Camie? Well, I don't  know. We been a lot of time lonely, we wanted to wait till the right person come to our life, it was a good decision, need to admmit. Maybe, we spend and still spending nights alone, familiar celebrations where we wanted to be with someone, important events that we wanted that a person tell us the thing that we need; but I'm happy to had spend all this time by myself, because now i truly love myself and amazingly I feel i'm ready to fall in love again.Yep, all the pain that we been through has been healed. Now let your heart open, let you meet new people and live new expriences, fall in love again, love someone and if is necessary to be heartbroken again it's ok, you know that everything is a lesson and that we rise like a phoenix.

Well sweetheart, I think that's all. We been in this life for 21 years, many things has changed and others not much, but don't get anxiety, everything comes in the right time. When you feel bad just take a breath and go on, that what's the way you can face life. You are great and becoming beautiful with the age, you are stronger like a lion, you know that, so never forget it. Keep dreaming a lot because I know that maybe one day we can reach all of our dreams. Keep next to music, family, friends and loved ones, you know that's the most important thing in our life.

Hope to write you again soon. Keep on writing.

Camie.

Ps: It's incredible how we grew up in our english practise, but now i will check it with google translater as we always do. And anothe thing, finish learning italian, we know we want it, so don't be lazy!

Ps 2: Just a little reminder of that we met in person to Tokio Hotel and Il Volo, and we've got a picture with them. Yeah, we told to Bill Kaulitz "Thank you for save my life Bill, I love you" he smiled at us, and with his hand on his heart answered "ooh thank you". You can rest in peace babe.